I hate Wednesday >:O!

Finally Finish!
Yes this is my own creation, no reference picture :O!
I forgot to add more detail to the cig :/
But yay! :D I Like it! ^ u ^)/ Bad Mickey Mouse
Sorry, This picture isn't suppose to encourage smoking! Please don't smoke Children :D!

Today is Wednesday~ ( X__X) I hate Wednesday. Last semester I loved Wednesday.
This semester..HATEE!! I got 4 classes, back to back and in between 2 classes is 1 hour break :'O!
Today I saw another  cute guy O A O); its been awhile, there is not alto in my University~~ oowaahh~~
Yet again I feel lonely, I don't feel like I have alot of friends. I'm always alone somewhere ( U__U)
I've been feeling down lately. I'm just weird. Art & dance will be my friends so far.

Let's Draw!

 What a beautiful day today! ( ; U ; ) feels like spring~~
Only 2 class today :D! Boring( - 0 -);;
I wasn't too tired today! I'm happy :')!
I tried my first actual hot coffee today...just because I was with my friend O A O..
I want to look mature by ordering coffee instead of my usual Ice Coffee Blended drinks :'(
LOL I so failed though, I don't like hot coffee....@__@;;;; I add sugar to it and it still taste weird :'I
I feel like I'm not mature enough ahaha!!
Back to Fraps and Blended Coffee drinks ( O w - )b!

I bought another mini sketchbook :D! Drew a koi Fish ( not finish)
and a evil mickey mouse ;3 ( not finish)

Been drawing alot of "street style" art  lately @__@;;

QUIZ.QUIZ.QUIZ.

Me  @ 8:00am class...
I regret my whole schedule.
 It's a lot of work having back to back classes and early ones too.
I just found out I actually had Speech Class today after JPNS class at 9am.
I thought it was just a Wednesday & Friday Class :/..
it's a Monday, Wednesday & Friday...sigh...
And there was A QUIZ. WTF(X__X)
omg.....

I just failed 3 of my classes now.
For Japanese...I turned in a Blank Quiz because I didn't know there was a quiz
(my teacher send us notice about upcoming quiz via email D'; WAI!? I barely check my email often..)
For Calculus...my professor return our quiz, i got a 18 out of 25 :/ it doesn't seem bad,
but I was aiming for atleast in the 21-25 range :'0....SIGH..that is a fail to me
And NOW THIS ( ' n ' )....I need to up my game!!!! 

Re:Happy New Years!

oh. I though Lunar New year was on the 22nd!! @ 0 @:;;
I failed as an Asian ( U__U)...
I love New Years foodd~ Get to eat Tofu Based food! YESH!
I ate alot before I left for University again ( @ ^ 0 ^ @);
But now I'm hungry again....

I visit the doctor again. My ear is dormant atm! :D!
So no more band aid for now, just gotta find a surgeon/doctor
 to do some surgery on my ear that accept my medicaid ( U__U);
So difficult!!

I wore no make up today either :O I feel naked O 3 O);;

Happy Lunar New Year!

Happy Lunar New Year!!
Year of the Dragon!!(- w -)b!
Lunar New Years is the time where we clean everything in our house,
and cook a whole bunch of food for our ancestors :')
It's a sad new years for my mum though, since me & my bro are off to college :"(
there is no one home to celebrate with her D';!
I'm only home saturday & sunday afternoon :"(
not enough time to spend with her:'O
Although I did help her prepare some food~I'm sorry mom!! I hope you will have a lucky year!! :') I love you! 

I love me some TARO Steam Bun!
Nom Nom Nom
it smell like and taste like cotton candy :O

Chooopppeerrrr

I got a choChopper hat from Trieto :3
We exchange gift hehe!! I love it!
I can actually cosplay  Chopper now :")!!
yes!! TWO COSPLAY NOW >:D!

New Liquid Liner!

I had bought a new Liquid Liner :D! Since my DollyWink ran dry ( U__U);
DollyWink actually lasted me for 3month OA O and I wore eyeliner every single dayO_O;
The shop I go to stop selling the Liquid DollyWink Liner no more:"( so I choose an alternative :O
Never heard of this brand either~ Its a very thin felt tip:O! it's black but its sort of a translucent light black O.o so I have to draw it over pencil eye liner or overlapping strokes.~ it's nice though:3!
 

Dance~! Dance~! Dance~!

I miss Yuta ( ;__; );;
We aren't close friends, but I always find myself wondering about him ( '^ ' );
I wish I could get to know him better ( ;_;) he doesn't even look at me D';

Today was our first info rush meeting~ Only three girls came :'O But it's okay!
We still had fun hehe! I sign myself up for the
"Heels" Section of the dance for my sorority :D!
Gonna learn some scandalous sexy moves ;D
If only I had sex appeal :/
After that I went to Breakdancing Club :D! Finally had time to go~ Yay!
I learn the turtle freeze @__@;; and finally learn to do some transition!!
And did my first cypher. but I fail, we were suppose to do it as a group. I got lost and just screw with it @__@;; Success? LOL!
It was alot of fun though! Everyone so nice! I will try my best :O!!!

I was not mentally prepared ( 0__0)

MLK day was Monday :D! So no school~~ Whee~~
I had a Doctor's appointment regarding my ear....
Came in , hoping to just get some Antibiotics and going out happily pain free....
 I WAS SO WRONG. 
He checked it out, and said it's badly infect and he need to drain it out by making a "small"  hole incision. LIKE RIGHT NOW. AT THAT MOMENT.
I'm like " WHAT?! O__O"....I was not mentally prepared for it....
Climb on the table, and it began O__O..I was freaked. They "numb" my ear, but when they start the incision. I felt it... it was the longest 6 seconds of my life.
IT HURT LIKE HAAIILLLLL~!! D';!!! i went "AARRGGGHH....AAAHHHH.......AARRH"
There was liquid, so they have to drain it out. PAINNFFULL AS WELLL!!
I grab the blanket very hard. and shed a couple tears.. @__@;;

It was over after like 10min/15min @__@
got a band aid, the pain was horrendous...but after an hour it felt okay :D!
Doctor told me it's really deep and bad X0 X;;... I have to go back Sunday for another check up. I have to take some meds and clean it daily.
The funny thing is that "small" hole, turn out to be a damn line.....X__X;;
Sigh, walking around school with a band aid~ Weeee~~~

My charm arrived :D! OP

 The day after the party, I woke up at 10am ( 0__0) only 4 hours of sleep!!!
My VSA friends  invited me to eat Dim Sum with them :D
It as an 1hour and 30min drive to go there just for Dim Sum & Quickly

But it was worth it :D!  The guy I use to have a crush on worked there :O!
He look cuter ;D   Nice seeing him again hehe ( ^/\^) <3

I came home to my real home Around 10pm that day~
I got my One piece x PansonWork Charm ( ;  W ; ) happiness ~~
I got it from strapya-world
The Bepo is mine :D it's Squishhyyyy!! And the Zoro & Sanji is a present for my good friend Trieto :'3
He likes Ace, but they always sold out of ACE D';!! どうして！！

PARRTTTTAAAAHHH!! CHYEAH!

This week was party weekend :D
VSA ( Vietnamese Student Associations ) hold a one year event called  Night In Saigon,
where they would do performances :D It was good ( ^ u ^)/ I was suppose to be in it but things happen :/ Next year I will be in it! >:O!
I hung out with my LS Judy ;D the whole day~ It was fun!
The event ends at 11pm, and then comes the after party~ :O!
The first hour was boring but when the DJ finally arrived, it was really fun :3
I guess for girls its a lot more fun, because we just dance!
I don't drink or smoke, so I was sober the whole time.
Although people thought I was drunk ( -__-) I just have a good time without drinking ;D!
NATURALLY DRUNK HOLMES! YEAH! ahaha
Came come at 4am, because I was waiting for my ride (@ 0@;) but didn't sleep till like 5am/6am (=__=;) My friends from another university came and slept over it was funny~

Possible Surgery?:O

I finally told my mom...after 2 days of discovering my preauricular sinus is infected again...

I have the preauricular skin pit shown above, which is I have on the left and right of my ear.
I did some prior research about this sinus, and I found out it was genetics and actually common :O!
I search around the internet for a better understanding, sigh ( U__U);
The best outcome I could get is get some antibiotic and get readying for surgery...
it's my 5th or 6th surgery now...WTF. The left ear is the active ear, my right have been infected once or twice :O
I hate this. It just ruined my whole week. We don't have the money to keep getting me more surgery. It is possible to remove it completely, but since it's really close to the facial nerve, there is a chance something could happen X___X;;
right now it haven't gotten to the stage of extremely swelling and infection yet, but it is swelling at an increase rate.
I haven't told anyone beside my family and my 2 Best Friends.I don't want people to worry @_@ But people will find out once I have to go to school with a band-aid (-=-); I wish this could be postpone on springbreak...sigh...

My weekend is ruin also. I'm glad we have no school for MLK day :')
I have a doctor's appointment to check up on the ear @ 0 @;;;)/


SIGH...update about it later..:/

R.I.P Bhavin

 Third day of school~~ I got 4 class again ( U__U) but i wake up at 9am today :D!

an hour later~ Jajaja!

For my Cal Class, I went to the wrong room number, read the wrong sign " Professor --- class meet at Room X at Geo Building" I didn't know that it was for his other class. I went to Geo Building, no class, I went in circles thinking that maybe I saw the wrong room number. Came back to the Math building to look at the sign, and it turn out his Cal class was next to the classroom I saw the sign (-__-) WTF. I'm so dumbD';! i forgot that his classroom was #303 not #304. FAIL. He have 2 class apparently :O

Alot of Fail things today, but they were awkwardly funny XD
I also went to a vigil for fellow MGC Fraternity brother ( ;__; ) It was a beautiful ceremony for Bhavin.
Although I did not know him, I got emotional listening to his closest friends telling their memories with him. He seem like an amazing guy, I wish I could meet him.It wasn't the time to mourn for him but to tell his legacy :')
I bought this wristband to support his family :D! 
R.I.P Bhavin Patel

Jan.9th.2012 First Day Back!

Jan.9th.2012 
First day of college of Spring Semester:D!
Good to be back!
I like my classes! Just Hope I don't fall asleep as we go deeper into semester!
Aiming for All A's >:O!
wake up at 7am to go to 8am Class, and finish at 3:20pm ( U__U)
4 Classes on Monday.WhOhUM (;__;) 
Afterwards I went out to downtown and got some starbucks&chill with my friends~ <3
Then we went back to one of their dorms and chill some more ahah!
fun & tiring first day :O

☆ﾟ☆ﾟ☆ﾟ Ta~ da~ Hello!! (^ u ^)/

Hello!
My name is Tania!
Sugar☆Jar is my new public daily dairy about my everyday life!
It's just about things that happen to me~!
ahaha! I actually have 2 blogs on Blogspot but I don't have the password and it feels to clutter (U__U);
thus came this blog :D!
Since it's the New Year ~ I shall try to post a short blog post everyday!
the college life is fun and unexpected hehe!  ☆ﾟ